Words are my bricks, my stones
Syntax and grammar-
They lay the foundations of my soul
Their the source of my strength
My mortar and clay
The origin of all that matters
Marking my path; leading my way
When words cease to suffice
My supports buckle,
My world crashes into darkness and silence
My pillars tumble and crumble
Leaving me to grope and fumble
I am left lost and weak
In anger... I seek
To save face
To win
This self-defeating
Race
Against who...
Against you..
Or so I thought
Maybe not..
Again.. I find myself
Ut-ter-ly
Lost...
So when I lash out
Grabbing at threads
Don't give a fuck about
I'm jus trying to stay on top- to get ahead
I say this now
So that you understand
When words cease to suffice
I'm not shuttin down
Not tryin to shut you out
Baby, stay close
Becuz, I will never leave
I won't walk away
Give me a second chance
Please, baby...
Know that I'll stay
Know that I'll wait
For the day
When you're ready
Be sure its me
You reach for
Hold me close
Baby,
Lets explore
I'm still here
Stop pushing
Start pulling me near
I know that our actions
Have turned to mere
gestures
That each incessant infraction
Is met
With instinctive reactions
Rather than
The human interactions
That breathe
With the emotion
That lies dormant
Beneath
This facade of hate
This effervescence
Of indifference
That will inevitably proliferate
A bitter...
And lonely fate
So when i lash out
Grabbing at threads
Don't give a fuck about
I'm jus trying to stay on top- to get ahead
I say this now
So that you understand
When words cease to suffice
I'm not shuttin down
Not tryin to shut you out
Baby, stay close
Becuz, I will never leave
I won't walk away
Give me a second chance
Please, baby...
Know that I'll stay
Know that I'll wait
For the day
When you're ready
Be sure its me
You reach for
Hold me close
Baby,
Lets explore
When words cease to suffice
To suffer your silence
Cuts deeper than any violence
Truly, I prefer your rage
Want you to kick and fight
Anything- but this deafening quiet
Your cold shoulder-
An infuriating slight
Between us
A distance grows
Inflamed is the puss
Of lost lust and trust
But even still...
I will be here
Waiting for your heart...
To again endear
So when i lash out
Grabbing at threads
Don't give a fuck about
I'm jus trying to stay on top- to get ahead
I say this now
So that you understand
When words cease to suffice
I'm not shuttin down
Not tryin to shut you out
Baby, stay close
Becuz, I will never leave
I won't walk away
Give me a second chance
Please, baby...
Know that I'll stay
Know that I'll wait
For the day
When you're ready
Be sure its me
You reach for
Hold me close
Baby,
Lets explore
My heart will forever be yours
My love will only ever belong to you
You make my emotions soar
You are my oasis; the one I will always run to
You can push
But I will only push back
You can try to break me down
But I'll never give way
No matter how long,
When you finally reach out
I won't do you wrong
Because words may cease to suffice
But nothing will ever quiet
The truth that plays deep
In this melody of
Our
Very own
Love song...
