Monday, October 29, 2007

The Answer to Your Question

Today, you asked

Why I still liked you

I only have one real answer…

I simply just do.

Two months ago

I couldn’t even conceive

Of being in the situation

I’m in

Honestly,

I was just lookin

To fuck

But you said

You wanted a relationship

But with my luck

I figured it wouldn’t amount to shit

I honestly

Don’t know why

I know, I love

Your eyes

So full of

Quiet mystery

I want to know

Your history

All that flows

Thru your head

Tell me your secrets

Baby, please,

Leave nothing unsaid

Your conversations

Spark my interest

Full of affection

So soft, so warm

Forcing my reaction

To transform

All I’ve ever known

Your touch

Draws me close

Full of…such

Confidence

Your sweet embrace

I’m no longer tense

Now in a place

Where

My mind and body

Can

Finally rest

I love your smile

You mesmerize

No longer hostile

Energies moved to centralize

Into happiness

Contentment

Such bliss

Such excitement

So sweet

Your kiss

Ignites crazy heat

Your lips

On mine…

Makes me want you…

Right now

As I resign

Myself to you and allow

My passions

To fully align

Your sex is off the chain

I won’t lie

How you maintain

Baby

When you touch me

My body

Goes straight crazy

The sheer intensity

Of my orgasms

When you fuck me

Brings me to absolute

Ecstasy

Baby, I like you.

I want you more

With each passing day

Yes, I truly do

I’ve opened up the door

So, baby, please stay.

Come and hold me now

Lets let our emotions soar

Unlike Any Other

Two and a half years introduced me to hell

For the next three-

I acted out and rebelled

Against all that-

Had been pressed against me

Unable to comprehend

The actual issue at hand

So instead, I ran

Into the arms of the lesser evil

Once, again, I fell for the charms

Still unable to defend

Still quick to believe

All that was handed down…

Another four years transpired

Leaving me without

A drop of desire

&

Filled to the brim- with doubt

To further invest in the ENTIRE-

Spectrum of emotion…

Never again did I want to hope…

Only to be disappointed

Never again did I want to reach out

Only to be pushed away

Never again did I want-

To lay my heart on the ground

Only for it to be crushed-

So I hid them

Tucked them away

Never…Ever

To be

Found

Quiet and Cold

I remained over the past four

Warm and Bold

You walked through that door

Unlike any other

Wanting so much more

Your actions left me confused

Unsure how to react…

In your presence

Laughter and smiles…came so easily

Filled with ambivalence

I proceeded oh-so-cautiously

Wanted to walk away

But something kept drawing me in

Tried to keep my smile at bay

But all day long… couldn’t keep this grin

Off my face

So unlike any other

Than I’ve ever known

A whole ‘nother world, to me,

You’ve shown

Your kiss, your touch

Makes me feel

So sexy

Your warm embrace

So sweet

So safe

Somewhere deep

I can feel emotions stirring

I try to stay sleep

Keep them from occurring

But you take my hand

My head starts to spin

This isn’t what I planned

All these…

Emotions

Stirring within…

This is when it gets hard

When you start to get scared

As all that I feel-

Starts to bombard

Your personal space

So unprepared

This is when-

You pull an about-face

Baby, I want to trust

Want to disregard

And readjust

All that happened in my past-

Let down my guard

Let you in

Stop tryin to compare and contrast

You and them

All you’ve given

All you’ve exposed

Has far surpassed

All I’ve ever known


Cuz your smile

When you see me-

I’m happier

Than I’ve

Been in such

A

Long, long… while

You got me floating

So high

Afraid to fall

Tryin to stall

To keep this moment

Not wanting you

To slip on by

Hold my hand

Don’t let go

Try to understand

Wanna let my emotions flow

Be my all

Baby, please

Say you’ll catch me

When I fall…