FATE

People say that it

All comes down to fate.

But what is fate?

Some call it GOD,

Some; Allah,

Others; just be

About they BUDDAH.

By any name-

It is said to be

The Ruler

Of,

our-Destiny

What the fuck?!

That aint reality.

Born to a family

That couldn't handel me-

Financially-

So off I went to

The land of

Opportunity.

Though I'd found a home

with the ability

to provide

economic

stability;

I remained uncertain

& desperately alone.

So ill-equipped

to play the game.

Was it fate

When I got raped?

Only lesson learned

Was how to hate.

For the truth of reality

was nevershown to me.

Deeper I fell

Through the cracks

Of

Appropriate

Society.

Now so unstable

I wanted to die.

Was this just

Yet another fable-

Authoured by-

This thing... called FATE?

Four Years

You said goodbye-

only yesterday

5 to the day-

I forced your memory away

7 more than you-In less than 9;

Did I go through

All in vain-

trying so-

to forget any of you.

Yet 1 & 3 you still appear and still,

I seem to hold you dear.

For thoughts of "us" frequent cross.

Painful are the remiders, of the price "we" cost.

My heart and soul are shattered still.

For no other-

can I ever bear to feel.

Any of what we shared in 4

Never ever- any more.

Your Sexy Body

Mmmmm...

Your sexy body...

DAM!, I want you in me...

Instead, you proceed...

To eat, my pussy...

With such, amazing- ability...

It makes me, want to scream!

I feel your breath,

As it travels, over my belly-

The hardness, of your chest...

Sweeping, over my tit-ties...

Your fingers, trace-

The contour, of my hips.

My heart, starts to race...

The softness, of your lips-

Against my skin;Hot with anticipation...

As you slide in...

Feelin the explosion-

Stirring within...

The Light

Before the light,
Darkness reigned
Gone was the fight
To live another day
Felt nothing gained
Through all my suffering and pains
All my attempts
Failed miserably in vain
But I was given a gift,
Unabused; it was meant
To cause my troubles, to finally shift
Peace of mind,
Clarity,
Chaos aligned,
As the broader Reality
Was gradually shown to me
Soothed was my fury,
Calm were my frustrations.
What once was so blurry,
Is now so clear-& all vindications
Were blown to obliteration
Now calm & collected,
My itinerary
Filed neatly away
I was then allowed to focus
On this,
The present day
The person, I began to see
Before, only their words were spoke to me.
Slowly; their lives started to appear...
All that they hate-
All that they love
&
All they hold dear.
I felt their troubles,
I shared in their joy.
No longer a void
Nor evil or coy
Only comprehension,
Empathy & trust
Lifted was the tension-
Ashes to Ashes
Dust to Dust
Gone was the darkness
Victory won.
Due to the bizness
Negativity done
Motivation awakened
Such stirring ambition
To follow what beckoned...
For it led the way
And I was finally able
To face this-
The present day
Now seeing the world
In such peripheral light
Opportunities lured
Shining oh- so bright
Life & love
Family, friends
Even to fuck
Total emotion lends,
Crazy desire, so optimistic
Every single aspect
Finally holistic
Gradually improving
All that surrounds me
Is finally moving
Darkness reigned
But through this light
Look at what I've gained
Misunderstood
Just takes toleration
No more hateration
I've stood where you've stood.
But I've seen the Light!
& now I'm ready
To start this fight...